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here's where i write about whatever i like!
my head is so full of many thoughts
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date: November 04 2024
today i got to bring home my stuff i made in ceramics class 
my cat teapot did not turn out how i wanted it to but i have become attatched and i love it eventhough its a little creepy looking and lumpy i am still very happy with everything i made!!!!!!!!!!
anyway i had a dream last night where i went to a summercamp and DIR EN GREY was there but not shinya for some reason... in the dream kyo got stuck in a building and me and kaoru had to help him get out thats all i remember it probably doesnt help that im writhing this at 11pm when i woke up at like 5:40 but whatever i still remember it pretty good. i have been having very vivid dreams for the past couple of months im glad theyre not scary dreams... i would write this in my dream diary page but i have not made that page yet but maybe i will tomorrow because i dont have school or i really want to add a proper hashtag system but like i dont really want to learn php and i dont really get iframes but i should probably use that javascript book i kinda stole from my dad
like yesterday i got this idea for a hashtag system using iframes where you'd make like a page or section or whatever for a hashtag then when you click the link it iframes in the hashtag page or whatever idk i feel like that acctually take more effort than watching a php video though
today i only listened to 2 diferent songs lol one was ofc a dir en grey song but the other one was by hitchcock
played gris a little more 2day it was fun im really liking it its so prettyyyy
Happy Halloween... end of fall first snow
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date: october 31 2024
today was Halloween! yay! it was very cold though 
i didnt end up going trick or treating because of how cold it is and the roads are all slushy from the snow... i guess this marks the end of fall i hope at least it will snow more this year. i accidentally dressed up as kaoru from the 2009 zan pv that was funny 
I did watch the movie Ginger snaps! it was pretty good but kinda gorey but the story was interesting, it looks like theres a sequel i wonder if its acctually good. also today i was working on a DIR EN GREY shrine but i have a feeling its going to take a while to finish... i dont want to go to school tomorrow a lot of people are going to be gone for a soccer game so its not like we're going to do anything maybe ill convince my parents to let me stay home but idk
boring day... thinking about DIR and furi
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date: october 28 2024
today was very boring, i stayed home from school today partially because my throat was sore and my voice is still messed up but also because sometimes i just dont want to go (even though whenever i stay home im sooooo bored) i kinda regret staying home tbh 
but i did work on the site a lot today so at least i did something productive, i think i made some really good progress today. the worst part and best part about being home all day is when i get bored i start to think a lot sometimes, and today was one of thoes days today i did lots of site planning in my head (which i think lead to all the progress made today) i also decided that before i see DIR EN GREY in april i want to learn some furitsuke i think that be really fun im not sure if people rly do that in the US during vkei lives but i think id still be able to do some things i also just think it would be fun to learn how to Kobushi Headbang im going to watch some live recordings and see what people do at thoes 
im just super excited to see DIR EN GREY i wish i was able to get a hold of some vip tickets though but i know ill still have fun vip or not!
found these on what furi is and diferent furi if anyone wanted to check them out! also for safe keeping for myself lol
example of kobushi headbang from the second site i think it looks so cool and fun!!!
first blog post
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date: october 26 2024
this is my first blog post yay! today was pretty good (other than loosing my voice) 
i lost my voice and whenever my cats meowed at me i wanted to meow back but i couldnt it made me a little sad... but my dad brought me to the art store!! it was fun i got a new sketchbook and a couple of copic ciao markers! im glad the guy working at the store was able to understand that i was trying to ask him to open the case to pick out the markers 
today i also got a copy of animal crossing wild world i bought off of ebay! i got a japanese copy because they cost a lot less than a us copy and i thought it would be good practace but i got a little intimidated so i didnt really end up playing that much. i also made muffins they have chocolate chips and sprinkles in them they're yummy! im glad i got to have some fun today